FUCKYESZOMBIES
They die one piece at a time. You'd be shocked at
how many adults are really dead on the inside,
Walking through their days with no idea who they are,
Just waiting for a heart attack or cancer
Or a Mack truck to come along and finish the job.
I think this is the saddest thing I know.
![Basically, YEAH.
Dear Reader[you],
It’s been a couple agonizing days, but we all move on right?? Well yes I am doing a shit tons of better. <— was that english [not sure]
I placed an application on FEB 17, 2012 for a peer leader position running a community based forum for teens going through tough times.
I got a call on FEB 24, 2012 advising me the position is paid. Not only will I be getting my foot in the door for online mentoring but the chance to continue my education with the funds.
I have a 2ND professional speaking opportunity here in Orange County in march. This is my opportunity to get my name out there guys. I have been inspired through recovery and the basic idea that we all have something to contribute to our community. I have been so dam focused on failed relationships that I never give myself any time to just think about me. I have so much to offer that sometimes I cheat myself out of the good I could be doing.
I gave myself time to think today …
My life is a fucked up mess. TRUE
I don’t want to be perfect in all honest truth. I have also made amends with my heart and I need to move on. Overcoming nostalgia is a motherfuckin bitch but regardless of THAT I manage to pull myself together.
I ALWAYS DO.
“You just sit there and tolerate it, the same way everything in this country is tolerated. Every deception, every lie, every bullet in the brains. Just as you are already tolerating bullets in the brains that will be implemented only after the bullet is put in your brains.” ― Imre Kertész
ENOUGH SAID — smellslikepoison.tumblr.com](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzxcmxnUCr1rps1kuo1_500.jpg)
Basically, YEAH.
Dear Reader[you],
It’s been a couple agonizing days, but we all move on right?? Well yes I am doing a shit tons of better. <— was that english [not sure]
I placed an application on FEB 17, 2012 for a peer leader position running a community based forum for teens going through tough times.
I got a call on FEB 24, 2012 advising me the position is paid. Not only will I be getting my foot in the door for online mentoring but the chance to continue my education with the funds.
I have a 2ND professional speaking opportunity here in Orange County in march. This is my opportunity to get my name out there guys. I have been inspired through recovery and the basic idea that we all have something to contribute to our community. I have been so dam focused on failed relationships that I never give myself any time to just think about me. I have so much to offer that sometimes I cheat myself out of the good I could be doing.
I gave myself time to think today …
My life is a fucked up mess. TRUE
I don’t want to be perfect in all honest truth. I have also made amends with my heart and I need to move on. Overcoming nostalgia is a motherfuckin bitch but regardless of THAT I manage to pull myself together.
I ALWAYS DO.
“You just sit there and tolerate it, the same way everything in this country is tolerated. Every deception, every lie, every bullet in the brains. Just as you are already tolerating bullets in the brains that will be implemented only after the bullet is put in your brains.”
― Imre Kertész
ENOUGH SAID — smellslikepoison.tumblr.com
